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Clash-room (for BSCS IV-b(N)batch 2009-2010

2010-03-17T23:51:00.000-07:00

Every person has its own story to tell. . there is a man who makes everybody laugh but he himself is not happy.. there is man who used to be strong, and think that he can do everything but deep inside him ,he is weak.
There is a man who really want to be appreciated by people..some want to go with the flow.. to go with their friends and chat in the middle of the discussion..
some want to be recognize , so after this chapter of his life people can still remember him when they apart.Others are good advisers, good friends and companions..others are staring at the bright side of life but there are still some who used to be pessimistic..lot's are craving for high grades , and to be successful in the next year of existence..some are jolly whom u can easily approach ,but there is still someone who are very aloof and snobbish..some of this people used to tell every details of his own story ..while there are still some one who remains a mystery for everybody..
whatever attitude possess by this people i know that there is always a reason behind it...

I will miss you all...Thanks for everything ...and Gudluck to the next chapter of our life. Happy Graduation!(April 15,2010)

Iskul-Bukol: ang saloobin ng batang Juan!

2009-06-03T00:49:00.000-07:00

pasukan na...
ayos ang aga kong nagising buti at hindi ako tinanghali gaya ng nakagawian ko noong bakasyon.
pasukan na..sa wakas , makakahingi na ulit ng baon kay inay.
Pero teka anong nangyayari? Bakit naman ganito ang sikip dito. ang daming istudyante, wag naman sanang magka stampede, kawawa ako ang payat-payat ko pa naman.
ring ring..ay mali buzz pala. takbuhan ang mga bata, halos magkabangaan na. ang dami kasing tao eh ang liit pa naman ng iskuwelahang yun .
bkit nga ba ang daming tao?
oo nga pala public school lang tong pinasukan ko. ok lang, kesa naman sa wala.
kesa naman tumambay sa bahay, maglaro at kumain,at matulog. atleast may pagkakataon na akong matupad ang pangarap ko balang araw. gusto ko sanang maging Doktor eh, ung nanggamot ng may sakit,(hindi ung kumukuha ng video ha, ayaw ko nun d ako mahilig sa camera eh.Camera shy kasi ako )kaya magaaral akong mabuti para matupad ko ang pangarap ko.
toink.tinawag pala ako ni maam.
ok.sagutan ko daw ung nasa blackboard.saglit akong natigilan, teka san ba ako dadaan dito eh magkakadikit na pla upuan nmin. kaya un namaybay ako sa bawat silya ng mga kamag aaral ko. pasenya na, sa masasagi ko. (ok sabi ni Pedro, matutulog lang naman sya, dahil hindi naman nkatingin si maam)
makalipas ang ilang oras, tagaktak ang pawis ko. pano b namang hindi, 94 kme sa loob ng maliit na classroom na un, wala namang bentilador kahit na isa. tapos ang iingay pa. hindi ako kasali dun ha, mabait ako.
hindi ko tuloy maintindihan ang idinidiscuss ni maam.
kamalas malasan nasa hulihan pa ako nakaupo.
hay buhay..ggaya nalang ako kayPedro ang sarap ng tulog, tulo laway pa.
sigurado namang hindi ako mkikita dito..hihihi
teka, pano ako magging Doktor nyan?
bahala na nga...
ano ba namang magagawa ko.
walang naman akong kasalanan kung bkit dito ako nagaaral.
wala naman akong kasalanan kung bakit lumolobo ang populasyon sa pilipinas
lalong walang ako kinalaman sa kakulangan ng classroom dito noh
at hindi ko din alam kung nasaan na ang napakaraming kabataang nagsunog ng kilay para mging isang guro
wala akong alam dyan ha..narinig ko dati ang ilang mga pangako, pangako ng pagbabago
pero ewan ko ba at hindi ko pa din un natatamasa hanggang ngayon.
ewan ko ba.basta sabi ko wala akong alam..9 years old palang kaya ako.
ikaw may alam ka ba? sabihin mo naman sa akin, baka sakaling maunwaan ko.
kung totoo ba talaga ang kanilang sinasabi o pawang kathang isip lamang gaya nito..

Sa muling pagbubukas ng tabing

2009-05-26T17:43:00.000-07:00

Nakatanghod sya sa isang kahon ng tinapay doon
subalit ni karampot ay wala syang natikman
samantalang naroon ang isang mabalahibong aso na animo'y bulak sa puti at linis
Isang asong maswerteng nakalasap ng mamahaling tinapay na kanina pa nya nais matikman

nag abang siyang muli upang makalasap ng muling pagpatak ng tubig
sa gripong yaon na kinalawang na sa tagal ng panahon
1...2....3..tatlong patak na di man lang nakapatid sa uhaw nyang kaluluwa

maghapon ang kanyang pagkayod, panay ang pagmamakaawa sa mga taong nagdaraan
sa wakas may naawa din, may nagbigay ng kaunti barya, subalit merong pa ding nag alipusta at
nanyapak ng kanyang pagkatao...
kahit papaano't malaki laki ang kanyang kinita..
na para lamang isulit sa isang lalaking kalbo, na may matabang tyan at nanlilisik na mga mata

Nakaabang muli sya
na baka mamaya ay may magbukas na tabing
na mabago ang kanyang papel na ginagampanan
na makatakas sa impyernong kulungan na binalutan ng kumikinang na palara upang
maitago ang kabuktutan
Nakaabang sa muling pagsikat na araw at mkita ang kumikinang na bituin sa gabi

Naihanda na nya ang kanyang sarili para sa isang plano
ang makalabas..makatakas at tuluyang mkalaya
1...2...3.. hala oras na ng pagtakas..
hangang sa makarinig na isang kalabog
at muli syang naktulog
ksabay na matitinding palo
ng isang demonyong nabubuhay sa lupa.

Tuldok

2009-05-01T21:00:00.000-07:00

Matagal tagal din un..

Halos isang buwan ang nkalipas...

At sa muling pagtapak ni Lira sa unibersidad na iyon ay nabuo ang excitement sa kanya.ewan, cguro eh dahil makikita nya muli ang mga kaibigan at kaklase nya, pero nagtaka sya. Dahil nawala na ang dating pagkabog ng dibdib nya sa tuwing mkakaharap nya ang mga matang iyon, mga matang dati'y iniiwasan, sapagkat nakakaramdam sya ng pagkailang.,pagkabalisa, pamumula ng mga pisngi at pagngiti sa tuwing maiisipang tuksuhin sila ng knilang mga kaklase. Isang bagay na ngpapasaya at nagpapalungkot sa kanya. Matagal tagal din nyang nkakakuwentuhan ang kanyang mga kaibigan, na halos prang isang taong hindi nagkitakita habang hinihintay ang release ng knilng clascard.

Samantalng wala pa ring patid ang pagbuhos ng ulan, sa buwan ng abril.

Masaya na si Lira ngayon. Wala na syang itinatagong, lihim at kasabay ng pagkabunyag noo'y pagkawala ng kanyang nrramdaman dito. Salamat nman.Hindi na sya muling aasa, hindi na syang muling mananaginip. Sapagkat wla na ang nooy tinatawag nyang "magical silence" wala na. Marahil ganun lang talaga un. Habang lumilipas ang panahon ay nwawala din ang lahat. lalo't cgurado na syang may totoo ng ngmamahal sa kanya, na hindi nya kailangan mgsumamo upang ibalik ang pagmamahal dahil kusa nya yung matatanggap.
Every body deserves to be happy like Lira. Every body deserves to be love. But of course dapat marunong ka din namang mgmahal.

Habang sya'y naglalakad palabas ng unibersidad na yun ay may natanggap syang txt message.

try it!
Do as instructed before you continue:

u were strolling at a community fair when suddenly you found two familiar faces.
one of them was wearing yellow and the other one is blue. Now put to your mind two persons you know . then think which of them is the one wearing yellow and the one wearing blue.

think first before scroll down

the person in yellow is the one who make you feel sad and the person in blue is the one who makes you happy...

true???

* see post secret

A tale of survival!

2009-03-21T09:40:00.001-07:00

Sometimes we thought that only boys are capable of doing tough things, that US girls are weak and fragile. That all we do is just to make ourselves pleasant to everybody, putting make up, applying different beauty products, staying in a room and talk about some stuffs. Well guys, I’ll prove you wrong.

Actually we really want some adventure, adventure and adventure. ! And for us to make it, we climb a mountain some where in Rosario. Well it took us a long time to get on its peak...”Shocks” really tiring, our hands and feet are both grubby during our hiking. Well it doesn’t matter at least we’re able to make it. On the top we just relax take a rest and breathe some fresh air. It as if were on the top of Mount Everest hay! (Exaggerated)

In just a few moments we try to go down coz the ambience is becoming hot. Marie joy that’s really a good adventurer surpasses and takes us some photograph. And with the help of some kids who accompanied us, we were able to go down carefully…thanks God were alive (hehe) and now who said that were weak? Who said that we can’t make it..? We survive.Yes! We did it! (Dora)

Sunset

2009-02-20T20:37:00.001-08:00

Life is queer..Unpredictable..

Life is a long journey of hardship and trials..

Life is nothing but a Mess..sometimes i wanna quit..stop and take a rest..

Until i Met HIm.

(kuha q 2 nung field trip nmen hbng nsa bus)

Suicide

2009-02-20T20:36:00.001-08:00

I don't know why there are people who choose to kill themselves when they don't know how to handle their problems, while there are people who are still trying to survive even if they don't having anything in this world , only their faith in God..

Every individual whether you are rich or poor, beautiful or not, have lot's of friends or none, whether you belong to a complete or broken families.. whether who are happy or lonely, there are no exception..you are destined to have problems, problems that can make us strong and help us to become brave in facing those challenges that we galore, problems that was given to us by our almighty God not to make us cry or to bring out hardship in life, but to test us on how far is our faith on Him.. until when we will trust Him.

But despite from that fact there are people who easily give up with those trials they have faced, they are people that choose to end there life because they believed that they are hopeless, they believed that at that moment no one can help them ,they are numb, they are weak, they are losers so they chose to quit without knowing that there is someone who can still help them. but they don't wait Him..

They don't know that there are lot's of people who are also suffering but these people unlike them still chose to exist ..like the people in Africa..

Empty House

2009-02-20T20:35:00.001-08:00

Since I was a child I wish that we can live in a big house so me and my 8 siblings will no longer fit ourselves in our small room. I wish that we can have that tall house i can see in a movie,like the house of the richest people... so expensive, so elegant and beautiful..but one thing was in my mind, are they happy inside? why is it look so pale despite of it's different color, why is it every time we had a Christmas carol nobody opens the door?..

opps please hide me!

2009-02-20T20:34:00.000-08:00

"If you have no confidence in self, you are twice defeated in the race of life. With confidence, you have won even before you have started."

I wanna hide, i don't want to be notice, i'm shy when people look at me. it's as if the ground will take me and that's make me a looser.
hmmp, that's what me before. I used to hide in my room when there are visitors in our house, when we have reporting in school, speech deliberation, or anything that will lead me on stage, make me really nervous and turns my hand really sweat. but everything has change when i go to college. thanks to my friends for boosting my self confidence. And of course to my parents for always telling me that i have nothing to be afraid of, or to be shy. After all i didn't do anything that can hurt the feelings of others, and yet who are they anyway?
I once read a book about self confidence which lend to me by my very good friend. and to tell you it really help me a lot, as in this book of sitagita speaks on is really nice. According to this book self confidence is a necessary ingredient for success. Self-confidence sells. It's something you can sense about a person upon entering a room. it's evident through body language and speech.
In my own perception self-confidence is something that every people must possess in order for you to success. Because even if you have lot of things in your mind but you are shy to express that to other people you become a looser. Once timidity prevails on you, everything will vanish in just a single snap. But once you start thinking that you can do it and believed that you are good, i'll assure you, you can be a winner. It's never too late! it's never too late to come out with the cold. Your life is in your hands, in your state of mind and in your attitude. Exploit you strengths and starve you weaknesses.Just like me you don't have to say opps! please hide me.

Post Secret

2009-02-20T20:33:00.001-08:00

At once i stop writing and forget that this is my world, that this is not the field i belong. but one day...one night.I found someone sketching on his drawing pad, trying to figure out an image. Silently making an art of his own imagination, but i don't have any idea of what's mystery behind it.

One of my friend told me that when you write you must have the courage.Courage to tell all the entire things on your mind, courage to express your feelings and ideas.your doubts and beliefs. Your perception about life. Your emotion when you fall in love.

freedom. you are free for whatever words you write unless it can't violate human dignity.Courage and freedom to tell the world that your afraid. Afraid of losing someone, of being embarrased, of being out of place. Afraid of being threaten like a trash. Afraid to fall, but if happened, willing to stand up and fight again.

Courage and freedom to tell the world that you're angry, sad, alone, and happy. Happiness that you acquire in a moment but gradually vanished. Happiness that didn't last.

Courage and freedom to tell the world that you are inlove. Inlove? But to whom? To someone, to somebody.

But what if that man started to treat you like nobody else? Can you still have the courage?

I must...I should...but everytime i think of the image he is trying to figure out, i'm afraid that I haven't have a chance to see that. never.So I just post it as a secret.

He is a man with a very few words, a mystery man for me.that i have known only a few things about him. A man who prefer to be silent but deep inside him are lot's good thoughts he can share. He is a man that whatever kind of mood i have can still manage to make me smile.No. A thought of him make me smile. A man that give me the reason to bring out the best in me. A man that make my day bounded with colors. As if everyday is "Valentines day". A man wherein i can find that magical silence. the sparks that i haven't felt before. Some said that when you find that silence don't let him go., but how? If he found that silence to somebody else.

I know life must go on. I just have a crush and so what? and so what if I'm inlove with him? and so what if people tease me? and so what if he just ignore me? atleast i have express what's inside me. Afterall i just being true to myself.

For whatever the consequences ...

I do not care anymore...

But if one day he found out this secret ( i know it will) , i hope when i enter the room he can still manage to smile at me., and i hope i can still have the courage to stare.